Better Late Than Never
I was dating a guy that was married, but his wife was publicly having a long distance affair. He had two children that he was very devoted to. We enjoyed good conversation and great sex. I was “stalled and on hold.” I was shameful, closed to other relationships, and realized that I would probably never have kids with this man. I came to the conclusion that I didn’t want all of the “baggage” that he carried. I realized that he didn’t possess the standards that I desired. When I terminated the relationship, I hurt for a period, but also felt “freed”. I am now dating and having fun and when I uncover that a new guy isn’t up to my standard, I end the relationship quickly.
